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Get it for FREE @ withs2.com 2 00:00:00,124 --> 00:00:04,064 Brought to you by WITH S2 Written In The Heavens Subbing Squad 3 00:00:04,215 --> 00:00:07,348 EBS History of Culture Series - Part 1 THE COUNT OF MYEONGDONG 3 00:00:09,247 --> 00:00:11,295 Along with the May 16 coup d'etat, 4 00:00:09,503 --> 00:00:12,590 {\a6}~ Final Episode ~ 5 00:00:11,437 --> 00:00:14,539 our 1950s came to a conclusion. 6 00:00:14,681 --> 00:00:19,917 Both the 60s and 70s ran towards one proposition alone, 7 00:00:20,144 --> 00:00:22,065 overcoming poverty. 8 00:00:21,348 --> 00:00:26,539 {\a6}~ Jung Bo Seok ~ 9 00:00:22,762 --> 00:00:24,790 That endless rush to develop, under the slogan of... 10 00:00:24,874 --> 00:00:26,987 "let's have a good life ourselves." 11 00:00:27,410 --> 00:00:31,144 However, the price to pay for the fulfillment of such economic development... 12 00:00:31,657 --> 00:00:35,959 was forcibly letting go of any attachment to personal and spiritual freedom. 13 00:00:36,861 --> 00:00:41,446 Some think that, if the social disorder caused by the post-April 19 had continued, 14 00:00:41,624 --> 00:00:46,787 this country would have never experienced such a stunning development. 15 00:00:48,104 --> 00:00:49,975 It could very well be true. 16 00:00:50,184 --> 00:00:55,535 But, then again, was that truly the case? 17 00:00:56,673 --> 00:00:59,699 Naivety drenched our entire 1950s. 18 00:00:59,933 --> 00:01:03,039 It was a time when circumstances held more importance than laws. 19 00:01:04,174 --> 00:01:05,792 When people said "there's no law for that," 20 00:01:05,942 --> 00:01:08,852 they never intended any penal or civil code. 21 00:01:08,961 --> 00:01:11,491 People's common duties and justice was what they meant. 22 00:01:11,858 --> 00:01:16,321 In a society which emphasized common moral duties over law, 23 00:01:16,441 --> 00:01:18,883 it could only be natural that humanism would pervade life. 24 00:01:19,053 --> 00:01:22,011 Such were the 1950s. 25 00:01:24,184 --> 00:01:26,924 Looking back, one could certainly argue... 26 00:01:27,099 --> 00:01:29,225 that it's only because we erase all bad memories, 27 00:01:29,432 --> 00:01:33,058 and reminisce on the good ones with heartfelt nostalgia. 28 00:01:33,265 --> 00:01:34,600 You could make a strong case for that. 29 00:01:35,183 --> 00:01:36,096 However, 30 00:01:36,585 --> 00:01:40,600 if the Myeongdong of the 1950s still existed as it was, 31 00:01:41,068 --> 00:01:42,142 if... 32 00:01:42,904 --> 00:01:45,020 the same humanism, the generosity and all the dreams... 33 00:01:45,152 --> 00:01:47,099 which surrounded it still existed, 34 00:01:48,114 --> 00:01:52,078 then wouldn't our lives and the way we live be much different as well?! 35 00:01:52,473 --> 00:01:53,730 For sure, 36 00:01:53,840 --> 00:02:01,042 Myeongdong would bring even more solace to our lives. 37 00:02:02,526 --> 00:02:05,291 ~ Spring 1980 (Seoul) ~ 38 00:02:29,179 --> 00:02:29,879 Seonsaengnim. 39 00:02:29,989 --> 00:02:31,989 Look this way, will you? 40 00:02:34,162 --> 00:02:36,428 ~ Lee Bong Gu ~ 41 00:02:36,531 --> 00:02:38,083 Over here, come. 42 00:02:38,149 --> 00:02:39,663 Come here. 43 00:02:42,550 --> 00:02:45,484 This was a back alley. 44 00:02:46,882 --> 00:02:50,214 And this street wasn't so huge, 45 00:02:51,559 --> 00:02:55,933 they started enlarging it during the 70s. 46 00:02:56,008 --> 00:02:59,488 You could find stores open right here by the driveway. 47 00:02:59,598 --> 00:03:02,892 You would find the goldsmith, the camera shop, 48 00:03:03,127 --> 00:03:05,020 and right here... 49 00:03:05,472 --> 00:03:07,168 What was it again?! 50 00:03:07,268 --> 00:03:11,718 There was this famous coffee shop actors would usually frequent. 51 00:03:12,807 --> 00:03:14,508 If this was a back alley, 52 00:03:14,640 --> 00:03:18,025 do you mean that coffee shop stage actress Ham Hyeon Jin used to run?! 53 00:03:18,101 --> 00:03:19,944 Ohh! That's the one! 54 00:03:20,922 --> 00:03:24,035 It must have been the early seventies, probably. 55 00:03:24,291 --> 00:03:27,152 So Myeongdong extended all the way here. 56 00:03:28,799 --> 00:03:29,673 Right. 57 00:03:29,793 --> 00:03:30,453 Here... 58 00:03:30,563 --> 00:03:32,147 Follow me. 59 00:03:46,177 --> 00:03:50,896 This place was bombarded and remained unoccupied for years, 60 00:03:51,338 --> 00:03:55,279 so they erected this huge board to block the view. 61 00:03:55,608 --> 00:03:57,032 Here... 62 00:03:58,725 --> 00:04:02,591 That alley led to the Chinese Embassy. 63 00:04:02,681 --> 00:04:05,412 Call it the haberdashery alley, if you will. 64 00:04:05,502 --> 00:04:08,022 All sorts of bibs and bobs were sold, 65 00:04:08,122 --> 00:04:11,722 and the Myeongdong Theater was over there, 66 00:04:11,823 --> 00:04:16,305 while right next door was this famous bean jam place run by a Chinese. 67 00:04:17,234 --> 00:04:20,157 It tasted like heaven. 68 00:04:24,164 --> 00:04:25,556 Let's go. 69 00:04:39,857 --> 00:04:43,967 This is probably where the Applause coffee shop was. 70 00:04:44,907 --> 00:04:48,255 And over there was the tailor shop. 71 00:04:48,471 --> 00:04:49,957 Wait a moment... 72 00:04:50,805 --> 00:04:55,422 The Bronze, Gongcho Seonsaengnim's headquarters... 73 00:04:56,523 --> 00:04:58,582 Ohh... right, right! 74 00:04:58,672 --> 00:05:00,275 Right over there. 75 00:05:16,376 --> 00:05:19,104 This is just as it was?! 76 00:05:20,439 --> 00:05:25,420 Everything else looked so new and different, I couldn't recognize it. 77 00:05:25,540 --> 00:05:27,563 But this is just like it was in the old days. 78 00:05:27,950 --> 00:05:30,666 Does this building have a particular history of its own? 79 00:05:31,541 --> 00:05:34,922 This is where the Orient Saloon was. 80 00:05:35,093 --> 00:05:36,682 Remember? I told you about it. 81 00:05:36,802 --> 00:05:39,267 This young businessman called Kim Dong Geun... 82 00:05:39,374 --> 00:05:41,566 erected a three-storey building. 83 00:05:41,686 --> 00:05:43,029 The first floor was a coffee shop, 84 00:05:43,133 --> 00:05:45,234 the second a lab for scribes, 85 00:05:45,384 --> 00:05:48,760 and the third a meeting room. 86 00:05:49,108 --> 00:05:53,021 Ahh... So this is the famous Orient Saloon? 87 00:06:04,342 --> 00:06:05,742 Aigoo... looks tasty. 88 00:06:05,843 --> 00:06:06,998 Here... 89 00:06:07,459 --> 00:06:11,052 Seonsaengnim, was this noodle house already open back then? 90 00:06:11,165 --> 00:06:12,405 Sure was. 91 00:06:12,506 --> 00:06:14,654 Did it start in the 50s? 92 00:06:14,837 --> 00:06:16,797 Nah. 93 00:06:17,192 --> 00:06:19,741 Was it 1968 or 69... 94 00:06:19,845 --> 00:06:21,566 Probably around then. 95 00:06:21,970 --> 00:06:24,321 But all this area was filled with restaurants. 96 00:06:24,443 --> 00:06:27,199 It all tasted great, and was cheap. 97 00:06:27,895 --> 00:06:30,623 So where was the Eunseong, Seonsaengnim? 98 00:06:35,753 --> 00:06:38,633 Right around this edge was the Eunseong. 99 00:06:38,744 --> 00:06:41,149 It was the perfect spot to hang around and visit. 100 00:06:42,559 --> 00:06:44,882 The perfect spot indeed. 101 00:06:46,123 --> 00:06:49,406 If you ask people from back in the day, they will all talk of the Eunseong. 102 00:06:49,496 --> 00:06:51,894 Was it really that famous? 103 00:06:52,035 --> 00:06:53,192 Yeah... 104 00:06:54,085 --> 00:06:57,396 It opened in the mid-50s, 105 00:06:57,497 --> 00:07:00,910 and only closed up shop around the early 70s, 106 00:07:01,070 --> 00:07:03,374 so it was even more famous. 107 00:07:18,586 --> 00:07:20,777 Not a single corner... 108 00:07:20,981 --> 00:07:23,335 They changed it all. 109 00:07:42,473 --> 00:07:44,109 Why do you keep shooting me? 110 00:07:44,203 --> 00:07:47,005 Remain seated, I'll shoot just another few. 111 00:07:47,215 --> 00:07:48,615 Come here. 112 00:07:48,980 --> 00:07:51,547 Come sit next to me. 113 00:08:00,430 --> 00:08:05,859 I really did nothing much. 114 00:08:06,837 --> 00:08:10,420 Just because I loved Myeongdong, 115 00:08:10,683 --> 00:08:16,290 I sat here and witnessed as all the faces and sights graced my sight. 116 00:08:16,830 --> 00:08:21,109 So where did that "Count of Myeongdong" moniker... 117 00:08:23,272 --> 00:08:27,374 Back then, if I didn't come to Myeongdong even for just one day, 118 00:08:27,484 --> 00:08:30,469 my fingers would itch so much, I couldn't take it anymore. 119 00:08:31,983 --> 00:08:35,804 You know... just like people are eager to head home once they're off work, 120 00:08:35,924 --> 00:08:41,451 we all flooded Myeongdong, afraid to wake up at home in the morning. 121 00:08:42,053 --> 00:08:44,515 Myeongdong was our home, 122 00:08:44,625 --> 00:08:47,287 and we felt like strangers at our real homes. 123 00:08:48,594 --> 00:08:52,516 If we came to Myeongdong, we'd find people to meet, 124 00:08:52,704 --> 00:08:54,895 scribes would get commissions, 125 00:08:55,281 --> 00:09:01,840 and we would spend the day grumbling about being constantly broke, 126 00:09:01,925 --> 00:09:04,060 drinking the night away. 127 00:09:04,982 --> 00:09:06,089 Anyhow... 128 00:09:06,270 --> 00:09:07,528 Whenever we came to Myeongdong, 129 00:09:07,575 --> 00:09:10,002 you'd find that pungent, warm, pulsating smell of people. 130 00:09:14,422 --> 00:09:16,190 Right... 131 00:09:17,854 --> 00:09:20,534 The smell of people... 132 00:09:24,785 --> 00:09:28,027 It's because people scare me. 133 00:09:30,724 --> 00:09:32,314 Just get up, Hye Rin. 134 00:09:32,466 --> 00:09:36,670 What will people think, if they see a woman sitting like that?! 135 00:09:38,231 --> 00:09:40,323 Woman or man alike! 136 00:09:42,298 --> 00:09:47,423 I bet you laugh at me behind my back just like the others?! 137 00:09:47,762 --> 00:09:49,387 Why would I?! 138 00:09:50,666 --> 00:09:54,879 Didn't you say women acting improperly are sinners? 139 00:09:55,049 --> 00:09:56,958 I never said that. 140 00:09:58,033 --> 00:09:59,712 You know? 141 00:09:58,226 --> 00:10:01,574 {\a6}~ Jeon Hye Rin ~ 142 00:10:00,673 --> 00:10:02,956 People scare me the most. 143 00:10:03,753 --> 00:10:05,495 What kind of people? 144 00:10:05,704 --> 00:10:09,307 Those who, despite being lonely, 145 00:10:09,363 --> 00:10:11,940 refuse to acknowledge it as loneliness. 146 00:10:13,816 --> 00:10:18,663 Those whose loneliness takes their breath away, 147 00:10:18,813 --> 00:10:20,957 but still breathe as if nothing happened. 148 00:10:22,782 --> 00:10:24,178 Fine, all right. 149 00:10:24,288 --> 00:10:26,807 Let's go have a drink somewhere. 150 00:10:28,763 --> 00:10:32,315 So you'll have a drink with me, 151 00:10:32,879 --> 00:10:35,710 and then return to cursing me behind my back later?! 152 00:10:39,350 --> 00:10:40,798 No... No... 153 00:10:41,936 --> 00:10:44,682 At least you wouldn't do that. 154 00:10:45,330 --> 00:10:49,726 You probably... wouldn't do that, but... 155 00:10:56,921 --> 00:10:58,481 Can't help it. 156 00:10:59,187 --> 00:11:01,242 I'll have to sit with you. 157 00:11:10,384 --> 00:11:11,971 I know that. 158 00:11:12,075 --> 00:11:14,868 The fact that many people talk behind your back. 159 00:11:16,724 --> 00:11:20,247 The woman who doesn't even bathe... 160 00:11:21,253 --> 00:11:25,344 Whose fingernails are brimming with dirt... 161 00:11:25,852 --> 00:11:29,331 The one who, whenever drunk, would ask anyone out, 162 00:11:29,476 --> 00:11:32,040 jumping on them just for the sake of it. 163 00:11:33,695 --> 00:11:35,228 Am I really like that? 164 00:11:36,577 --> 00:11:40,542 It's because you're that famous. 165 00:11:40,711 --> 00:11:44,524 So they don't like a woman being famous, isn't that it?! 166 00:11:46,611 --> 00:11:49,376 We don't need to stoop to their level. 167 00:11:51,934 --> 00:11:54,934 Living with passion, Seonsaengnim... 168 00:11:55,902 --> 00:12:03,463 Is trying to fill with passion this insipid life really that much of a sin? 169 00:12:05,982 --> 00:12:12,462 Is trying to stray off the ordinary and common really so terrible?! 170 00:12:15,067 --> 00:12:16,478 Men can... 171 00:12:16,638 --> 00:12:18,180 But women can't. 172 00:12:19,045 --> 00:12:20,945 Isn't that wrong? 173 00:12:21,086 --> 00:12:26,008 And you're trying to tear down all those walls by yourself? 174 00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:29,347 Would be hard, I guess?! 175 00:12:29,855 --> 00:12:31,736 It sure would. 176 00:12:32,781 --> 00:12:35,863 Even if I tear my entire body apart, right? 177 00:12:36,782 --> 00:12:38,505 For the time being... 178 00:12:40,067 --> 00:12:42,954 Then, I'll have to grow some patience?! 179 00:12:43,462 --> 00:12:45,972 Or at least pretend to do so. 180 00:12:50,618 --> 00:12:52,593 But if I can't stand waiting... 181 00:12:54,097 --> 00:12:54,981 then... 182 00:12:55,151 --> 00:12:57,141 that only leaves me with dying. 183 00:12:57,347 --> 00:12:59,774 That is not the answer. 184 00:13:02,098 --> 00:13:03,912 So what is? 185 00:13:04,270 --> 00:13:05,821 Living. 186 00:13:06,809 --> 00:13:09,662 Living until your very last moment. 187 00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:14,280 Ehh... 188 00:13:14,501 --> 00:13:16,509 Seonsaengnim, you're so petty! 189 00:13:17,642 --> 00:13:20,177 Haven't I always been that way?! 190 00:13:21,324 --> 00:13:23,055 I don't know... 191 00:13:24,112 --> 00:13:25,839 Seonsaengnim, goodbye. 192 00:13:27,212 --> 00:13:28,844 You're going? 193 00:13:29,427 --> 00:13:31,186 I should. 194 00:13:31,637 --> 00:13:33,283 You're going home, right? 195 00:13:34,487 --> 00:13:35,982 What home? 196 00:13:38,835 --> 00:13:40,353 Seonsaengnim. 197 00:13:41,344 --> 00:13:42,836 You know? 198 00:13:43,514 --> 00:13:45,545 I want to live. 199 00:13:49,361 --> 00:13:51,345 Just as you said, 200 00:13:51,495 --> 00:13:54,345 until my very last moment, I want to live. 201 00:13:54,994 --> 00:13:56,329 But... 202 00:13:57,745 --> 00:13:59,739 Why should I do that... 203 00:14:00,905 --> 00:14:03,739 is something I can't explain, however hard I try. 204 00:14:07,138 --> 00:14:08,949 You know... 205 00:14:10,040 --> 00:14:14,546 I don't want to turn this world into a petty place. 206 00:14:15,060 --> 00:14:17,734 Not for a minute, nor a single second... 207 00:14:18,542 --> 00:14:21,571 I don't want to squander my breath for a trivial life. 208 00:14:22,727 --> 00:14:25,311 Life is precious. 209 00:14:25,706 --> 00:14:27,380 It's light shining in the dark. 210 00:14:27,511 --> 00:14:29,722 It's nothing trivial. 211 00:14:32,284 --> 00:14:34,119 So, I... 212 00:14:34,900 --> 00:14:38,699 I love those breathing and living a passionate life. 213 00:14:40,288 --> 00:14:42,235 I love it. 214 00:14:42,376 --> 00:14:44,459 This world of ours. 215 00:14:45,512 --> 00:14:47,393 Is living with such passion... 216 00:14:47,628 --> 00:14:50,318 and fire a sin?! 217 00:14:55,337 --> 00:15:00,674 If I die, people will rattle on. 218 00:15:02,283 --> 00:15:03,947 "Why did she die?" 219 00:15:04,088 --> 00:15:05,740 "What could have killed her?" 220 00:15:05,853 --> 00:15:06,727 Uh?! 221 00:15:06,899 --> 00:15:08,260 Why? 222 00:15:08,523 --> 00:15:09,784 Why?! 223 00:15:11,941 --> 00:15:14,467 They'll take someone else's life, 224 00:15:15,031 --> 00:15:17,307 and chop it to smithereens once again. 225 00:15:18,877 --> 00:15:20,560 You're not telling me... 226 00:15:21,857 --> 00:15:23,401 Hye Rin. 227 00:15:25,508 --> 00:15:28,075 You're not telling me you're trying to kill yourself, are you? 228 00:15:29,550 --> 00:15:31,056 Seonsaengnim. 229 00:15:31,376 --> 00:15:35,655 Living a normal life will kill me. 230 00:15:38,849 --> 00:15:42,714 A trivial life will only kill me! 231 00:15:46,992 --> 00:15:48,592 Go back home! 232 00:15:49,412 --> 00:15:50,746 Hye Rin! 233 00:15:56,503 --> 00:15:57,909 Seonsaengnim... 234 00:15:58,693 --> 00:16:00,213 Goodbye! 235 00:16:00,673 --> 00:16:02,583 Good... bye! 236 00:16:09,325 --> 00:16:10,383 Was it suicide? 237 00:16:10,487 --> 00:16:12,358 Jeon Hye Rin's death. 238 00:16:14,716 --> 00:16:17,277 Didn't the rumors suggest that? 239 00:16:18,001 --> 00:16:19,664 Jeon Hye Rin... 240 00:16:19,786 --> 00:16:22,259 was not a feminist. 241 00:16:22,949 --> 00:16:24,610 Hye Rin was just... 242 00:16:25,099 --> 00:16:27,526 a humanist. 243 00:16:28,379 --> 00:16:31,140 And what is that supposed... 244 00:16:32,060 --> 00:16:33,581 The real issue... 245 00:16:34,079 --> 00:16:39,524 is that nobody tried to understand the suffering she was going through. 246 00:16:40,136 --> 00:16:41,231 No. 247 00:16:42,068 --> 00:16:47,542 Most people must have been experiencing the same exact thing. 248 00:16:47,833 --> 00:16:49,705 But the difference... 249 00:16:49,996 --> 00:16:54,341 was that Jeon Hye Rin clashed with that suffering firsthand, 250 00:16:54,642 --> 00:16:59,099 whereas we just pretended it never existed, I guess?! 251 00:16:59,306 --> 00:17:04,912 But what people care about is whether this exceptional talent's death... 252 00:17:05,006 --> 00:17:07,385 was a suicide or not. 253 00:17:07,845 --> 00:17:10,244 And what is so important about that? 254 00:17:14,698 --> 00:17:16,297 It sure was short, 255 00:17:16,513 --> 00:17:20,171 but passion drenched every minute she lived. 256 00:17:20,472 --> 00:17:22,961 Isn't that enough?! 257 00:17:24,780 --> 00:17:26,976 You'll forgive me, Seonsaengnim. 258 00:17:27,183 --> 00:17:30,794 But what was the reality of the suffering you experienced in the 50s and 60s? 259 00:17:31,114 --> 00:17:34,639 So many people spent their days in suffering and in the bottle's embrace, 260 00:17:34,742 --> 00:17:41,071 wasting their immense talent, which in many cases could never even bloom. 261 00:17:43,772 --> 00:17:47,085 Couldn't it be because of poverty? 262 00:17:47,292 --> 00:17:50,273 Scribes and artists were having it hard. 263 00:17:54,342 --> 00:17:57,714 ~ August 1970 ~ 264 00:18:14,232 --> 00:18:15,690 Kim Hyung. 265 00:18:14,232 --> 00:18:16,886 {\a6}~ Bang Ok Rye ~ (Kim Gwan Shik's wife) 266 00:18:15,906 --> 00:18:17,338 Kim Hyung, are you in? 267 00:18:18,231 --> 00:18:20,403 How are you, Lee Seonsaengnim? 268 00:18:20,573 --> 00:18:22,106 I finally found it. 269 00:18:22,360 --> 00:18:23,535 Aigoo, let me take a breather. 270 00:18:23,676 --> 00:18:25,369 It was hard getting here, wasn't it? 271 00:18:25,472 --> 00:18:30,069 Aside from that, I kept wondering whether people could really live up here, 272 00:18:30,179 --> 00:18:33,848 looking back more than once. 273 00:18:36,095 --> 00:18:37,343 Kim Hyung?! 274 00:18:37,466 --> 00:18:38,773 He's inside. 275 00:18:39,102 --> 00:18:39,995 Dear. 276 00:18:40,099 --> 00:18:42,301 Lee Bong Gu Seonsaengnim is here. 277 00:18:42,411 --> 00:18:43,766 Go on in. 278 00:18:45,478 --> 00:18:46,635 Here... 279 00:18:46,821 --> 00:18:48,175 What is this? 280 00:18:48,392 --> 00:18:50,658 I brought him a bottle of liquor. 281 00:18:51,335 --> 00:18:56,673 If he behaves, award him with just a drink every now and then. 282 00:19:14,046 --> 00:19:18,363 {\a6}~ Kim Gwan Shik (poet) ~ 283 00:19:15,155 --> 00:19:20,738 What brought our Lee Gun all the way to this godforsaken hole?! 284 00:19:21,839 --> 00:19:26,448 I haven't seen you in Myeongdong for so long... 285 00:19:26,842 --> 00:19:29,672 What is there to see in Myeongdong? 286 00:19:30,415 --> 00:19:33,517 Gongcho Seonsaengnim passed away, 287 00:19:33,998 --> 00:19:38,398 and even the Kim Su Young I had so much fun talking with is dead. 288 00:19:42,729 --> 00:19:44,178 Have a seat. 289 00:19:44,738 --> 00:19:47,083 The roof won't fall down, have a seat. 290 00:19:47,479 --> 00:19:51,909 Might look shabby, but it was built properly. 291 00:19:58,359 --> 00:20:00,777 Aigoo... seeing you, 292 00:20:00,862 --> 00:20:04,084 the bottle comes back to mind. 293 00:20:08,113 --> 00:20:09,501 And what is that? 294 00:20:13,404 --> 00:20:20,240 I did hear that she did her damnedest to kill off your drinking habits... 295 00:20:21,162 --> 00:20:24,836 Know why that kettle is in that state? 296 00:20:26,393 --> 00:20:37,100 However hard she tried, I looked at that kettle dozens of times every day, 297 00:20:37,392 --> 00:20:44,445 think it would still be in good condition?! 298 00:20:49,231 --> 00:20:52,323 You don't look so good, what's wrong? 299 00:20:52,492 --> 00:20:56,689 You're not even forty, and you already look like a few decades older. 300 00:20:57,357 --> 00:21:02,228 Liver, heart, spleen, lungs and kidneys, 301 00:21:03,303 --> 00:21:07,049 drinks melted away all my five viscera. 302 00:21:08,023 --> 00:21:10,416 It's a miracle I'm still alive. 303 00:21:10,510 --> 00:21:13,952 You should have quit drinking while you still could, then! 304 00:21:16,274 --> 00:21:22,459 Without the bottle, would I have survived this long?! 305 00:21:27,986 --> 00:21:32,023 She was so glad I quit drinking, 306 00:21:32,221 --> 00:21:38,522 but you can't recover from decades of drinking in just a few months. 307 00:21:39,152 --> 00:21:40,919 And, to people who will die for the bottle, 308 00:21:40,966 --> 00:21:42,650 a glass or two could only act as a painkiller, 309 00:21:42,753 --> 00:21:45,151 but she will never realize that. 310 00:21:46,346 --> 00:21:50,526 At least, when I used to drink, I had the energy to eat... 311 00:21:50,592 --> 00:21:53,140 and I even slept well... 312 00:21:53,827 --> 00:21:56,535 You wretched fool... 313 00:21:56,798 --> 00:21:59,102 How can you say that? 314 00:22:01,731 --> 00:22:03,389 So, how did you manage to quit? 315 00:22:03,445 --> 00:22:06,063 You just said you couldn't even eat without drinking. 316 00:22:07,903 --> 00:22:09,746 It's just that... 317 00:22:10,853 --> 00:22:13,103 I couldn't face my wife anymore. 318 00:22:17,595 --> 00:22:20,758 Before we got married, the things that I promised her... 319 00:22:20,852 --> 00:22:22,843 numbered in the hundreds. 320 00:22:23,238 --> 00:22:28,015 But, recently, it all came to mind, 321 00:22:28,100 --> 00:22:32,336 so I told her that, while I couldn't fulfill them all, 322 00:22:32,416 --> 00:22:37,796 she could pick only one promise, and I'd keep it. 323 00:22:38,285 --> 00:22:40,673 And what she told me... 324 00:22:44,536 --> 00:22:48,241 was that her first wish was for me to stop drinking, 325 00:22:49,031 --> 00:22:52,804 that her second was for me to quit drinking, 326 00:22:53,819 --> 00:22:58,700 and even her third was for me to never drink again. 327 00:23:00,233 --> 00:23:04,011 As if she was Kim Gu Seonsaeng or something... 328 00:23:16,440 --> 00:23:20,014 That something you can't endure without the bottle. 329 00:23:20,860 --> 00:23:24,604 What on earth could that be? 330 00:23:51,787 --> 00:23:54,816 Grim Reaper Naeuri... 331 00:23:57,077 --> 00:23:59,172 If you're going to come for me... 332 00:23:59,520 --> 00:24:02,106 do it at the witching hour. 333 00:24:04,609 --> 00:24:08,745 I fear no death, 334 00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:14,313 but it must be at the witching hour that you come to me, 335 00:24:14,379 --> 00:24:16,382 so that I will recognize you, 336 00:24:17,520 --> 00:24:20,313 and follow you into the dark. 337 00:24:26,946 --> 00:24:28,355 Dear! 338 00:24:41,939 --> 00:24:43,997 Does it hurt bad? 339 00:24:45,334 --> 00:24:46,228 I'll call the doctor. 340 00:24:46,322 --> 00:24:47,930 Ok Rye... 341 00:24:57,241 --> 00:24:59,583 My beloved Ok Rye. 342 00:25:00,659 --> 00:25:02,347 You... 343 00:25:03,203 --> 00:25:08,102 My beloved, generous and kind Ok Rye. 344 00:25:08,375 --> 00:25:11,779 What's wrong with you? 345 00:25:13,131 --> 00:25:18,962 I owe you a lot for all the things you did for me over the years. 346 00:25:23,212 --> 00:25:25,478 Even if death takes me away, 347 00:25:26,427 --> 00:25:28,045 don't cry. 348 00:25:29,399 --> 00:25:35,198 And tell the kids not to cry, either. 349 00:25:45,443 --> 00:25:48,665 Don't cry, and smile. 350 00:25:49,634 --> 00:25:51,477 People... 351 00:25:52,841 --> 00:25:56,179 are nothing but wanderers, 352 00:25:56,465 --> 00:25:58,386 on a fleeting journey called life. 353 00:25:59,759 --> 00:26:03,023 But I will now return home, 354 00:26:03,220 --> 00:26:06,414 so how joyous could it be? 355 00:26:07,496 --> 00:26:09,828 That is why you must smile. 356 00:26:10,712 --> 00:26:12,677 Gwan Shik... 357 00:26:14,167 --> 00:26:16,166 You can't leave us. 358 00:26:18,677 --> 00:26:23,116 Know what I feel guiltiest about? 359 00:26:25,110 --> 00:26:27,977 Our youngest's tuition fees... 360 00:26:28,965 --> 00:26:32,360 Leaving that burden to you again. 361 00:26:40,338 --> 00:26:41,674 Dear! 362 00:26:42,059 --> 00:26:45,289 Gwan Shik... Dear! 363 00:26:46,103 --> 00:26:47,693 Dear!! 364 00:26:53,706 --> 00:26:57,449 Kim Gwan Shik's father-in-law Seo Jeong Ju, 365 00:26:57,938 --> 00:27:02,674 right after Gwan Shik died, wrote this. 366 00:27:04,552 --> 00:27:07,733 "He tried in earnest not to trust anyone," 367 00:27:08,033 --> 00:27:09,834 "Pouring rivers of vitriol over his every acquaintance." 368 00:27:09,947 --> 00:27:12,524 "He stubbornly oozed pride, basked in loneliness," 369 00:27:12,740 --> 00:27:16,897 "And after drenching his whole life in an alcoholic frenzy," 370 00:27:17,113 --> 00:27:20,745 "His rotten lungs closed the chapter on a young life which did not reach forty." 371 00:27:21,394 --> 00:27:26,754 "Recommending Kim Gwan Shik as a poet..." 372 00:27:26,886 --> 00:27:29,267 "is something I regretted for a long period of time," 373 00:27:29,550 --> 00:27:32,484 "But is it now something which will never afflict us again?" 374 00:27:33,368 --> 00:27:36,810 "We will never have to worry again about him..." 375 00:27:36,957 --> 00:27:40,532 "making us cry and fret with worry." 376 00:27:41,510 --> 00:27:43,701 What I was saying... 377 00:27:43,832 --> 00:27:46,851 Is there really a reason why he couldn't help but drink so desperately? 378 00:27:47,948 --> 00:27:51,153 Who ever asked you to understand Kim Gwan Shik's suffering?! 379 00:27:51,689 --> 00:27:55,554 It's because of people like you, trying to analyze life as if it was a perfect science, 380 00:27:55,676 --> 00:27:58,714 that Kim Gwan Shik and Jeon Hye Rin died! 381 00:28:14,165 --> 00:28:15,689 I'm sorry. 382 00:28:15,923 --> 00:28:17,241 I... 383 00:28:17,753 --> 00:28:18,943 It's nothing. 384 00:28:19,093 --> 00:28:20,693 I just... 385 00:28:20,903 --> 00:28:24,679 We just thought that it would be a shame to let... 386 00:28:24,839 --> 00:28:28,713 the decade when our people led the most honest of lives be forgotten. 387 00:28:31,234 --> 00:28:33,902 Do you really believe that? 388 00:28:35,284 --> 00:28:36,404 Yes. 389 00:28:39,104 --> 00:28:41,444 After May 16, 390 00:28:41,867 --> 00:28:43,833 was it a fortnight later?! 391 00:28:44,066 --> 00:28:46,597 I paid Kim Su Young a visit. 392 00:28:48,475 --> 00:28:50,820 Right after May 16... 393 00:28:50,961 --> 00:28:54,645 Kim Su Young kept to himself for quite a while. 394 00:28:55,096 --> 00:28:57,551 You know that the armed forces causing the coup d'etat... 395 00:28:57,626 --> 00:29:01,068 used anti-communism as a public commitment. 396 00:29:01,181 --> 00:29:05,458 Kim Su Young must have been afraid of that. 397 00:29:07,189 --> 00:29:08,362 Hyun Gyeong. 398 00:29:08,446 --> 00:29:10,177 It's me, Lee Bong Gu. 399 00:29:12,761 --> 00:29:14,023 Hyun Gyeong. 400 00:29:15,581 --> 00:29:17,303 Is anyone in? 401 00:29:47,705 --> 00:29:49,005 Hyun Gyeong. 402 00:29:51,205 --> 00:29:53,227 They're all dead. 403 00:29:53,923 --> 00:29:56,659 I haven't paid attention for a few days... 404 00:29:57,406 --> 00:29:59,208 What about Su Young? 405 00:30:01,246 --> 00:30:05,242 After he heard on the radio that the troops entered Seoul, 406 00:30:06,376 --> 00:30:10,828 he suddenly started shivering, hiding himself in the locker. 407 00:30:12,229 --> 00:30:14,323 I asked him what was wrong, 408 00:30:14,548 --> 00:30:17,501 told him that he didn't do anything wrong to hide like that. 409 00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:24,493 And he said they were going to oppose communism, 410 00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:27,202 that they marched in with their tanks. 411 00:30:31,594 --> 00:30:35,326 I left for a moment to see how things were going, 412 00:30:35,956 --> 00:30:38,307 and I couldn't find him anymore. 413 00:30:39,266 --> 00:30:42,527 I looked all over the place. 414 00:30:45,411 --> 00:30:48,640 After a week, I got a call from Mount Dobong, 415 00:30:48,753 --> 00:30:51,000 telling me he was there. 416 00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:57,496 So I asked his mother how he was doing, 417 00:30:59,621 --> 00:31:02,753 and she said he looked like a ghost. 418 00:31:03,007 --> 00:31:05,299 Where is he now? 419 00:31:10,857 --> 00:31:13,029 I'll go meet him. 420 00:31:14,786 --> 00:31:16,675 I've had enough. 421 00:31:17,836 --> 00:31:21,575 I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. 422 00:31:23,334 --> 00:31:24,885 Where is he? 423 00:31:26,736 --> 00:31:28,516 He woke up at the break of dawn, 424 00:31:28,752 --> 00:31:31,168 and said he's heading for the riverbank. 425 00:31:32,269 --> 00:31:34,973 Said that today he will die. 426 00:31:35,942 --> 00:31:38,491 Today will be his last day. 427 00:31:41,987 --> 00:31:45,940 He's been living in hell for the last ten years. 428 00:31:46,222 --> 00:31:47,990 It's my fault. 429 00:31:48,733 --> 00:31:50,041 Everyone... 430 00:31:50,859 --> 00:31:54,150 was pointing fingers at him. 431 00:31:55,439 --> 00:31:58,618 He was just starting to get better... 432 00:32:50,587 --> 00:32:52,580 Just accept it. 433 00:32:54,658 --> 00:32:57,457 The Jang Myeon government had faults of its own. 434 00:32:57,658 --> 00:33:02,178 Although what the troops did is certainly not acceptable. 435 00:33:06,239 --> 00:33:09,605 The troops using anti-communism as the leading force of their revolution... 436 00:33:09,831 --> 00:33:14,524 is not something they'll use politically like Lee Seung Man did. 437 00:33:15,841 --> 00:33:18,735 The students went too far, after all. 438 00:33:19,206 --> 00:33:22,948 With their "let's head for the 38th parallel" slogans and all. 439 00:33:23,127 --> 00:33:25,083 Could unification be accomplished that way?! 440 00:33:26,118 --> 00:33:28,453 It will only fuel social unrest. 441 00:33:34,231 --> 00:33:35,745 Unrest?! 442 00:33:35,990 --> 00:33:37,944 Making a living is hard enough as it is, 443 00:33:38,066 --> 00:33:40,540 and if you even add social disorder to the equation... 444 00:33:40,681 --> 00:33:42,674 It's hard to make a living?! 445 00:33:42,787 --> 00:33:43,508 What I'm saying... 446 00:33:43,597 --> 00:33:45,297 Why do people live? 447 00:33:45,411 --> 00:33:47,698 Just to stuff their bellies and then shit it all out?! 448 00:33:48,791 --> 00:33:50,305 Listen to you... 449 00:33:50,478 --> 00:33:52,572 Do you earn democracy free of charge?! 450 00:33:52,628 --> 00:33:53,949 Freedom, equality, justice. 451 00:33:54,039 --> 00:33:56,286 Is that something you can easily achieve? 452 00:33:56,766 --> 00:33:59,138 Of course I can agree with that... 453 00:33:59,382 --> 00:34:03,391 I've had enough of the Jang Myeon government myself. 454 00:34:03,868 --> 00:34:06,762 Nor do I like the kind of unification movement those students are pushing for. 455 00:34:06,842 --> 00:34:09,752 But, it's only been a year. 456 00:34:10,062 --> 00:34:13,062 Only a year since April 19 and the fall of the dictatorship. 457 00:34:13,184 --> 00:34:16,623 The democracy we built with our own hands is just a year old! 458 00:34:16,767 --> 00:34:18,314 Did we ever experience democracy?! 459 00:34:18,413 --> 00:34:21,704 No... let's even forget about democracy and whatnot. 460 00:34:21,827 --> 00:34:24,046 Set aside doctrine and ideology, 461 00:34:24,131 --> 00:34:26,223 have we ever experienced a society... 462 00:34:26,344 --> 00:34:29,044 which put more emphasis on our freedom?! 463 00:34:30,324 --> 00:34:33,364 Excessive freedom can turn into self-indulgence. 464 00:34:33,495 --> 00:34:35,094 And if it does, so what?! 465 00:34:35,207 --> 00:34:38,136 If people who never experienced freedom indulge themselves a little, 466 00:34:38,212 --> 00:34:42,099 does it justify those troops trampling on them with their tanks?! 467 00:34:42,231 --> 00:34:44,207 Ehh... you rotten bastards! 468 00:34:49,717 --> 00:34:52,234 That damned freedom... Lee Seonbae... 469 00:34:52,582 --> 00:34:55,892 It's not something you can cut squarely like a piece of tofu. 470 00:34:57,642 --> 00:34:59,615 It's not something you can experience secondhand, 471 00:34:59,699 --> 00:35:02,812 or something that filling our bellies will solve. 472 00:35:03,279 --> 00:35:04,392 That... 473 00:35:05,746 --> 00:35:08,254 What we call freedom, you know?! 474 00:35:08,536 --> 00:35:14,222 It's something you achieve after countless trials, errors and unrest. 475 00:35:17,818 --> 00:35:21,285 I kept thinking about it after the coup d'etat. 476 00:35:21,973 --> 00:35:25,282 That Jang Myeon was not completely incompetent. 477 00:35:25,386 --> 00:35:27,521 Maybe, Jang Myeon... 478 00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:34,414 could have just been waiting for us to deal with this unrest on our own. 479 00:35:34,959 --> 00:35:36,436 Su Young. 480 00:35:36,606 --> 00:35:38,326 Let's wait. 481 00:35:38,448 --> 00:35:42,797 The troops said they'll leave, once the unrest is dealt with. 482 00:35:42,909 --> 00:35:45,101 That is not the issue! 483 00:35:45,204 --> 00:35:47,424 They ruined it all! 484 00:35:47,997 --> 00:35:52,855 This is unrest, unrest can't be tolerated, we're reestablishing order! 485 00:35:52,949 --> 00:35:54,717 They all ruined it. 486 00:35:55,106 --> 00:35:59,808 The chance for us to comprehend, gain and protect real freedom! 487 00:36:01,619 --> 00:36:04,158 You still can't understand, Lee Seonbae? 488 00:36:04,375 --> 00:36:06,002 Anti-communism is not a doctrine, 489 00:36:06,114 --> 00:36:07,729 democracy is. 490 00:36:07,911 --> 00:36:09,758 Anti-communism is no ideology, 491 00:36:09,909 --> 00:36:12,251 freedom is! 492 00:36:32,772 --> 00:36:36,966 Pardon my asking, but if the unrest during Jang Myeon's regime had continued... 493 00:36:37,051 --> 00:36:41,043 I'm not trying to legitimize the military revolution, obviously. 494 00:36:41,362 --> 00:36:42,740 It's a coup d'etat! 495 00:36:42,853 --> 00:36:46,399 It's not a military revolution, but a mere coup d'etat! 496 00:36:46,801 --> 00:36:48,823 No matter what kind of violence it signifies, 497 00:36:48,898 --> 00:36:52,726 it just proves that violence can oppress freedom! 498 00:36:52,857 --> 00:36:55,865 Then, was Kim Su Young left-wing? 499 00:36:57,926 --> 00:36:59,595 He wasn't. 500 00:37:00,336 --> 00:37:03,855 He surely didn't seem a right-leaning type. 501 00:37:05,858 --> 00:37:07,702 Kim Su Young... 502 00:37:08,296 --> 00:37:10,619 lived for freedom. 503 00:37:12,546 --> 00:37:13,910 Lee Seonbae. 504 00:37:14,156 --> 00:37:17,051 Freedom can never be a product of compromise. 505 00:37:17,333 --> 00:37:20,117 It's not something you can arrange into an appropriate quantity. 506 00:37:20,333 --> 00:37:26,456 It's a perfect whole which will only be tarnished, if limited that way. 507 00:37:28,036 --> 00:37:29,268 That... 508 00:37:29,478 --> 00:37:31,714 is just what you believe. 509 00:37:33,586 --> 00:37:34,714 Just once... 510 00:37:35,297 --> 00:37:37,018 Just for once, Lee Seonbae. 511 00:37:37,150 --> 00:37:40,549 If we could achieve complete freedom just for once, 512 00:37:41,580 --> 00:37:43,649 then we could overcome any distress... 513 00:37:43,743 --> 00:37:46,743 Anything hampering our way. 514 00:37:47,232 --> 00:37:49,357 Know why? 515 00:37:50,307 --> 00:37:52,679 Because we would have tasted what freedom felt like. 516 00:37:53,083 --> 00:37:58,688 That is the most supreme condition men can achieve. 517 00:37:59,384 --> 00:38:02,633 Sweet as honey can be... 518 00:38:13,288 --> 00:38:16,448 So, did Kim Su Young achieve that state? 519 00:38:17,349 --> 00:38:20,925 That is not a path you can walk on all alone. 520 00:38:23,830 --> 00:38:25,739 Was it twenty years... 521 00:38:25,981 --> 00:38:30,789 {\a6}*Park Jung Hee's restoration during the 4th Republic (1972~1979) 522 00:38:25,981 --> 00:38:30,789 Both military rule and the yushin* have ended. 523 00:38:30,961 --> 00:38:34,433 Yes... spring has come to Seoul. 524 00:38:36,774 --> 00:38:41,812 If Kim Su Young had been alive, what would he say? 525 00:38:43,975 --> 00:38:48,591 That if the unrest of April 19 had continued for another year, 526 00:38:48,756 --> 00:38:52,814 this land would have never experienced a dictatorship again. 527 00:38:55,347 --> 00:38:56,717 Right... 528 00:38:57,446 --> 00:39:02,621 We wasted the last twenty years of our history. 529 00:39:11,297 --> 00:39:14,491 Was it... 1968?! 530 00:39:14,658 --> 00:39:16,936 When Kim Su Young Seonsaeng passed away. 531 00:39:24,300 --> 00:39:26,845 It was a real shame, wasn't it? 532 00:39:33,750 --> 00:39:35,798 What are you doing there, Su Young? 533 00:39:39,571 --> 00:39:41,131 Did you have a drink? 534 00:39:43,562 --> 00:39:49,049 Can a mere poet change the world? 535 00:39:50,472 --> 00:39:53,140 That depends, obviously. 536 00:39:53,593 --> 00:39:56,583 Without any power to change things, 537 00:39:56,724 --> 00:40:00,279 prattling about freedom and revolution, 538 00:40:00,613 --> 00:40:03,326 isn't that just another form of violence?! 539 00:40:06,943 --> 00:40:11,019 For a poem to change the world, it would take some time. 540 00:40:11,141 --> 00:40:12,655 Isn't that right, Su Young? 541 00:40:14,364 --> 00:40:16,408 I was told this by some trooper. 542 00:40:16,568 --> 00:40:19,161 If in English it's G, I, R and L, it should be "jeerl." 543 00:40:19,217 --> 00:40:21,681 How can it sound like "gal"?! 544 00:40:25,270 --> 00:40:27,504 You know, Lee Seonbae? 545 00:40:29,721 --> 00:40:32,939 When people are so busy worrying about putting food on the table, 546 00:40:33,137 --> 00:40:35,439 poems can only become a luxury. 547 00:40:36,483 --> 00:40:38,919 They stand out like drugs. 548 00:40:44,947 --> 00:40:47,472 Still, we need to keep writing them. 549 00:41:01,113 --> 00:41:02,699 Hand me the hammer. 550 00:41:03,583 --> 00:41:05,994 After you've fixed it, then what?! 551 00:41:06,235 --> 00:41:07,400 We'll have to go on living. 552 00:41:07,513 --> 00:41:09,444 I'll go out and make money. 553 00:41:09,534 --> 00:41:11,773 You worry about reading and writing poems. 554 00:41:12,074 --> 00:41:13,765 Poems?! What damned poems?! 555 00:41:13,864 --> 00:41:16,025 I'll keep cleaning chicken shit for the rest of my days. 556 00:41:22,407 --> 00:41:25,652 "I have those eerily foolish moments," 557 00:41:25,756 --> 00:41:28,726 "when I tell myself I will die, and indeed I perish within," 558 00:41:28,857 --> 00:41:31,632 "or when I say I will live, and survival becomes reality." 559 00:41:32,760 --> 00:41:34,848 "It all feels like a vagary." 560 00:41:35,995 --> 00:41:38,459 "Call it weariness," 561 00:41:38,581 --> 00:41:41,174 "or even madness, if you will." 562 00:41:41,644 --> 00:41:43,995 "I am nothing but a miserable, feeble-minded fool," 563 00:41:44,089 --> 00:41:47,936 "my poems, mendacious shows pouring lies out of my pen." 564 00:41:48,190 --> 00:41:50,632 "My supporting a revolution," 565 00:41:50,801 --> 00:41:51,873 "or even my own self," 566 00:41:52,005 --> 00:41:54,591 "it all feels like a lie." 567 00:41:55,851 --> 00:41:57,121 "My dear..." 568 00:41:58,005 --> 00:42:03,520 "I write these words as if preparing my last will," 569 00:42:03,850 --> 00:42:06,201 "but I will survive." 570 00:42:07,912 --> 00:42:11,932 Every time he wrote a new poem, you'd feel as if he had to change. 571 00:42:12,016 --> 00:42:17,189 Every new work had to have an "esprit nouveau (new spirit)," 572 00:42:13,305 --> 00:42:22,936 {\a6}~ Kim Hyun Gyeong ~ (Kim Su Young's wife) 573 00:42:17,753 --> 00:42:23,397 and you'd never see him follow the same notions. 574 00:42:23,613 --> 00:42:26,585 He strove to change, 575 00:42:26,693 --> 00:42:30,159 escape from any dichotomies his own style could create. 576 00:42:30,295 --> 00:42:35,246 But his poems also showed a stubborn realism. 577 00:42:35,377 --> 00:42:39,064 He was obsessed with being ahead of the times, about the new. 578 00:42:47,383 --> 00:42:49,010 Who is it? 579 00:42:49,906 --> 00:42:52,912 Hyun Gyeong, open the gates! 580 00:43:14,128 --> 00:43:20,983 He would never just read for the sake of it, 581 00:43:21,096 --> 00:43:24,923 or stop reading something for no particular reason. 582 00:43:25,046 --> 00:43:28,102 He was really dedicated to it. 583 00:43:28,196 --> 00:43:31,967 Even just standing by his side and seeing him so involved in it, 584 00:43:32,061 --> 00:43:34,365 I felt envious myself. 585 00:43:34,478 --> 00:43:38,603 But it wasn't just reading, his entire personality across the board... 586 00:43:38,735 --> 00:43:41,593 was like that. 587 00:43:42,440 --> 00:43:44,443 He was really sincere, that fella. 588 00:43:44,556 --> 00:43:48,176 He was shining with sincerity. 589 00:43:48,421 --> 00:43:53,151 He really didn't... not in the slightest... 590 00:43:54,381 --> 00:43:56,858 waste one second of his life. 591 00:43:57,036 --> 00:44:01,151 Even when he was just reading, he was dead serious about it, 592 00:44:01,261 --> 00:44:03,206 it felt as if he was chewing those pages. 593 00:44:03,309 --> 00:44:06,680 I guess that laid the foundations for his personality, 594 00:44:06,802 --> 00:44:11,362 as his literary works and poems really ooze those sensibilities. 595 00:44:16,923 --> 00:44:19,619 What is the matter, this late? 596 00:44:23,785 --> 00:44:25,816 Tell me. 597 00:44:26,155 --> 00:44:30,127 I think you'll have to come down yourself. 598 00:44:30,202 --> 00:44:32,086 Your husband... 599 00:44:33,325 --> 00:44:34,886 What... 600 00:44:35,262 --> 00:44:38,107 Did he fight with someone again? 601 00:44:38,244 --> 00:44:40,933 It's not that... 602 00:44:42,787 --> 00:44:44,977 Right before the curfew, 603 00:44:45,203 --> 00:44:48,852 this huge bus ended up hitting someone on the sidewalk... 604 00:44:52,757 --> 00:44:54,739 And that was my husband?! 605 00:44:55,915 --> 00:45:01,183 My husband saw this fella in a pool of blood being carried away, 606 00:45:01,334 --> 00:45:04,682 and he said he looked just like your husband. 607 00:45:06,909 --> 00:45:08,660 Hyun Gyeong! 608 00:45:13,738 --> 00:45:19,737 He'd say he would help me at home, and would start mopping up. 609 00:45:19,850 --> 00:45:27,514 He did that, and sometimes even helped me in the kitchen. 610 00:45:29,709 --> 00:45:30,615 Anyhow... 611 00:45:30,737 --> 00:45:38,806 he was brimming with devotion for his family, wife and kids. 612 00:46:24,134 --> 00:46:25,585 Dear... 613 00:46:28,164 --> 00:46:30,802 Where are you? 614 00:46:32,504 --> 00:46:34,028 Dear! 615 00:46:36,464 --> 00:46:38,166 Dear... 616 00:46:38,514 --> 00:46:40,339 Dear... 617 00:46:41,335 --> 00:46:42,661 Dear. 618 00:46:45,436 --> 00:46:47,138 Dear!! 619 00:47:00,095 --> 00:47:02,926 Also, every time he would go out, 620 00:47:03,029 --> 00:47:08,117 I'd always prepare a pack of cigarettes, 621 00:47:08,465 --> 00:47:10,186 a handkerchief, 622 00:47:10,289 --> 00:47:11,785 and... 623 00:47:11,907 --> 00:47:15,754 his taxi fare, along with 3,000 won on top. 624 00:47:15,895 --> 00:47:18,547 Yes, I always gave him 3,000 won. 625 00:47:18,697 --> 00:47:21,034 But that wouldn't be enough, 626 00:47:21,109 --> 00:47:22,971 if he'd end up having a drink. 627 00:47:23,112 --> 00:47:24,993 Yet, sometimes he just wouldn't drink, 628 00:47:25,106 --> 00:47:30,373 and other times just have a glass of makgeolli (raw rice wine). 629 00:47:30,486 --> 00:47:32,846 Anyhow, that's all he'd spend. 630 00:47:38,649 --> 00:47:40,370 Su Myeong! 631 00:47:42,570 --> 00:47:44,601 Seonsaengnim... 632 00:47:46,380 --> 00:47:47,912 What happened? 633 00:47:48,194 --> 00:47:49,862 A bus... 634 00:47:49,975 --> 00:47:53,793 A bus ended on the sidewalk... 635 00:48:31,813 --> 00:48:34,678 When we were dating... 636 00:48:36,042 --> 00:48:37,923 we'd go to the Dolce, 637 00:48:37,998 --> 00:48:40,462 or places like the Figaro, 638 00:48:41,412 --> 00:48:43,509 listen to music, 639 00:48:43,995 --> 00:48:46,247 have a cup of tea... 640 00:48:47,465 --> 00:48:51,711 all we did was going around the alleys of Myeongdong. 641 00:48:54,375 --> 00:48:55,930 But... 642 00:48:58,826 --> 00:49:03,397 you wouldn't believe what I had to endure because of him. 643 00:49:10,857 --> 00:49:13,982 It must have been a spring day. 644 00:49:14,367 --> 00:49:17,377 I suddenly was in the mood for radish. 645 00:49:17,568 --> 00:49:20,095 You know, altari radish. 646 00:49:21,073 --> 00:49:24,233 So I went, and bought some. 647 00:49:24,769 --> 00:49:27,552 I bought some altari radish, 648 00:49:27,778 --> 00:49:30,129 and asked them to take off all the leaves, 649 00:49:30,373 --> 00:49:33,684 and wrap it up nicely, 650 00:49:33,956 --> 00:49:35,875 after which we headed to the park, 651 00:49:36,176 --> 00:49:38,715 and as we sat, facing each other... 652 00:49:38,884 --> 00:49:41,245 we ate that radish. 653 00:49:42,082 --> 00:49:46,756 But he kept fooling around about that all day. 654 00:49:48,089 --> 00:49:49,598 He kept going at it, 655 00:49:49,655 --> 00:49:55,222 saying that I'd eat radish because I ran out of junk food, 656 00:49:55,899 --> 00:50:00,828 and joked about it with everyone he met. 657 00:50:02,992 --> 00:50:08,314 "My wife loves junk food..." 658 00:50:09,483 --> 00:50:14,757 "So much that she had to buy radish to satisfy her whims." 659 00:50:19,206 --> 00:50:21,977 You didn't hear about that? 660 00:50:22,497 --> 00:50:24,977 All those jokes about me? 661 00:50:28,758 --> 00:50:30,637 I've heard them. 662 00:50:40,131 --> 00:50:44,965 Isn't a bus what people use for a comfortable ride?! 663 00:50:48,059 --> 00:50:53,403 But how could it end up on a sidewalk where people pass by? 664 00:51:35,120 --> 00:51:37,091 Now that I think about it, that was really something. 665 00:51:37,176 --> 00:51:40,082 Losing such an extraordinary poet because of a bus. 666 00:52:23,573 --> 00:52:24,974 Excuse me... 667 00:52:25,293 --> 00:52:28,284 Aren't you Lee Bong Gu Seonsaengnim? 668 00:52:30,613 --> 00:52:32,143 Aigoo! 669 00:52:32,262 --> 00:52:34,044 That hoodlum fella! 670 00:52:35,234 --> 00:52:37,574 Ahh... I'm sorry, I called you a hoodlum. 671 00:52:38,206 --> 00:52:39,805 It's nothing. 672 00:52:39,899 --> 00:52:43,087 I was so happy to see you, it just came out... 673 00:52:44,105 --> 00:52:45,471 Then again, 674 00:52:45,635 --> 00:52:49,145 back in the days, we made quite a mark with these! 675 00:52:50,070 --> 00:52:52,746 Lee Hwa Ryong didn't. 676 00:52:52,850 --> 00:52:54,721 Of course he didn't! 677 00:52:54,796 --> 00:52:56,762 No doubt about that! 678 00:52:57,194 --> 00:53:02,893 But, looks like health hasn't been too kind to you?! 679 00:53:02,978 --> 00:53:04,981 It's been kind enough. 680 00:53:05,122 --> 00:53:07,746 Everyone has left before me already. 681 00:53:08,648 --> 00:53:11,940 Do you come to Myeongdong often, these days? 682 00:53:12,053 --> 00:53:13,294 Far from it. 683 00:53:13,998 --> 00:53:16,510 Even just walking is bothering me. 684 00:53:17,658 --> 00:53:20,451 So... I'll see you around. 685 00:53:20,582 --> 00:53:22,288 Yes. 686 00:53:27,270 --> 00:53:28,702 Still... 687 00:53:29,097 --> 00:53:31,787 you should protect our Myeongdong. 688 00:53:32,088 --> 00:53:35,005 You're the Count of Myeongdong! 689 00:53:40,002 --> 00:53:41,861 Myeongdong... 690 00:53:45,822 --> 00:53:48,783 If anything of that Myeongdong was left intact, 691 00:53:49,262 --> 00:53:53,597 then I could think about protecting it. 692 00:54:23,566 --> 00:54:27,556 It is time to conclude our story. 693 00:54:28,412 --> 00:54:30,865 After Park In Hwan, Lee Jung Seop, 694 00:54:30,988 --> 00:54:34,966 Jeon Hye Rin, Oh Sang Soon and Kim Su Young, 695 00:54:35,177 --> 00:54:37,778 Lee Bong Gu left us as well. 696 00:54:38,647 --> 00:54:39,968 And... 697 00:54:40,655 --> 00:54:43,307 Myeongdong completely changed. 698 00:54:45,399 --> 00:54:47,811 Is it so glorious because it all vanished?! 699 00:54:47,990 --> 00:54:50,440 Looking back, 700 00:54:50,530 --> 00:54:52,977 it feels just like yesterday when Park In Hwan would open the Poem's doors, 701 00:54:53,071 --> 00:54:56,015 wearing his Burberry coat and muffler. 702 00:55:19,543 --> 00:55:25,421 When Gongcho Oh Sang Soon's nihilism would spurt inside all that cigarette smoke, 703 00:55:25,643 --> 00:55:31,964 and Lee Jung Seop would carve all his sadness on silver foil. 704 00:55:59,975 --> 00:56:00,989 Yes. 705 00:56:01,572 --> 00:56:05,738 Looking back, Myeongdong was the street of romanticism. 706 00:56:06,030 --> 00:56:08,738 Those sensibilities were filling the air. 707 00:56:09,656 --> 00:56:10,807 However, 708 00:56:11,249 --> 00:56:14,793 that was not the reason why, in this early 21st century, 709 00:56:14,896 --> 00:56:20,633 we so fervently looked at our Myeongdong from the 1950s. 710 00:56:50,129 --> 00:56:54,684 Kim Su Young said that it's from unrest that freedom can be born. 711 00:56:54,881 --> 00:56:57,783 We couldn't endure the one-year-long unrest which emerged... 712 00:56:57,889 --> 00:56:59,929 after the April 19 revolution. 713 00:57:00,163 --> 00:57:02,683 Because we couldn't endure that much unrest, 714 00:57:02,805 --> 00:57:07,442 our claims of deserving freedom might be unfounded after all. 715 00:57:08,223 --> 00:57:09,803 After the May 16 coup d'etat, 716 00:57:09,916 --> 00:57:12,239 Korea experienced an unprecedented economic growth. 717 00:57:12,351 --> 00:57:14,326 Our lives have started basking in abundance. 718 00:57:14,561 --> 00:57:19,882 But it was not abundance which also filled our mind and spirit. 719 00:57:23,033 --> 00:57:26,677 It was at the expense of that freedom Kim Su Young so ardently longed for... 720 00:57:26,799 --> 00:57:29,480 that we've been living all these prosperous decades. 721 00:57:29,734 --> 00:57:31,850 And what is even more important... 722 00:57:32,303 --> 00:57:38,581 is the fact that we still cannot comprehend what freedom is really about. 723 00:57:40,754 --> 00:57:43,151 What could freedom mean? 724 00:57:43,703 --> 00:57:46,635 Could it not signify the limitless potential of the human mind?! 725 00:57:47,303 --> 00:57:49,617 Let's put it in even simpler terms. 726 00:57:49,834 --> 00:57:54,232 Couldn't freedom be that limitless love for people itself? 727 00:57:56,665 --> 00:57:59,395 Over there lies Myeongdong. 728 00:57:59,959 --> 00:58:02,762 You might not find its old lights and shadows down those streets, 729 00:58:02,997 --> 00:58:07,088 but would that mean that they have completely vanished? 730 00:58:08,816 --> 00:58:12,185 Wouldn't all the dreams, the sadness, the hope for the future... 731 00:58:12,468 --> 00:58:16,233 of all those artists who walked down those streets... 732 00:58:16,447 --> 00:58:20,841 be hiding somewhere inside us, up to this day?! 733 00:58:21,631 --> 00:58:22,675 Yes. 734 00:58:22,901 --> 00:58:24,770 It surely didn't disappear. 735 00:58:24,928 --> 00:58:28,821 It must be surviving, somewhere. 736 00:58:30,637 --> 00:58:36,086 We will leave you by introducing a poem by Kim Su Young. 737 00:58:37,951 --> 00:58:39,979 Variations on Love. 738 00:58:40,731 --> 00:58:43,393 "Desire, open your lips." 739 00:58:43,582 --> 00:58:46,489 "I shall find love deep down inside." 740 00:58:46,696 --> 00:58:52,385 "Withering in the wind of the night are the echoes of that radio broadcast," 741 00:58:52,761 --> 00:58:55,385 "Caressing your ears like a loving embrace," 742 00:58:55,808 --> 00:58:59,315 "Like a flowing river dissipating into the shadows." 743 00:58:59,744 --> 00:59:02,211 "The gloomy and misty shadows of love past the riverbank," 744 00:59:02,277 --> 00:59:04,684 "Withered trees staring at the March sky," 745 00:59:04,825 --> 00:59:06,410 "Buds of love awaiting their call," 746 00:59:06,504 --> 00:59:09,805 "Their gentle whispers staring at deep blue mountains," 747 00:59:09,944 --> 00:59:12,043 "Like the mist's embrace at morn." 748 00:59:12,138 --> 00:59:14,470 "As the train of love passes by," 749 00:59:14,969 --> 00:59:16,690 "Our sadness howls in despair within that tunnel," 750 00:59:16,746 --> 00:59:19,558 "Ignoring the lights of Seoul, like avoiding a pigsty's dregs." 751 00:59:20,795 --> 00:59:24,802 "In brambles and ramblers, their pointy and long thorns," 752 00:59:24,886 --> 00:59:27,077 "Even there you find love." 753 00:59:28,205 --> 00:59:32,156 "Why does the forest of love so unyieldingly march on?" 754 00:59:32,526 --> 00:59:36,490 "Until the day comes, when you will learn that only love can feed love." 755 00:59:36,886 --> 00:59:41,767 "That like boiling vapors parting ways with their kettle," 756 00:59:41,926 --> 00:59:44,907 "Love burns and boils with passion." 757 00:59:45,147 --> 00:59:47,042 "That even in separation lies love." 758 00:59:47,287 --> 00:59:49,087 "From this room to the other," 759 00:59:49,214 --> 00:59:50,682 "From my grandmother's resting place..." 760 00:59:50,785 --> 00:59:53,397 "To the errand boy's room." 761 00:59:53,528 --> 00:59:57,911 "Like a cat's sparkling eyeballs, suavely moving inside the ghastly dark," 762 00:59:58,005 --> 01:00:01,212 "Love knows the deepest shadows of the night." 763 01:00:01,607 --> 01:00:05,278 "And it knows what love is made of." 764 01:00:05,950 --> 01:00:08,479 "Of closing your eyes after a passionate gaze," 765 01:00:08,900 --> 01:00:10,840 "Of the passion burning the flags of the French revolution," 766 01:00:11,404 --> 01:00:14,646 "Of everything we learned from April 19," 767 01:00:14,806 --> 01:00:19,959 "But we no longer shout." 768 01:00:20,796 --> 01:00:26,568 "O, beautiful resolve of the peach, apricot and persimmon seeds." 769 01:00:26,822 --> 01:00:32,051 "O, wicked storms of beliefs, made of silence and love." 770 01:00:32,734 --> 01:00:37,052 "Bombay, New York, Seoul all together." 771 01:00:37,249 --> 01:00:39,615 "Bigger than any belief as it is," 772 01:00:39,725 --> 01:00:42,967 "Compared to the great city of love I shall bury into oblivion," 773 01:00:43,070 --> 01:00:45,299 "Are you nothing but an ant?" 774 01:00:46,087 --> 01:00:47,284 "My son." 775 01:00:47,726 --> 01:00:51,111 "It is not to impart fanaticism upon you." 776 01:00:51,516 --> 01:00:54,036 "Grow until love visits your gates." 777 01:00:54,403 --> 01:00:56,441 "Until the end of mankind," 778 01:00:56,582 --> 01:00:59,309 "When you have emptied your bottle of time," 779 01:00:59,873 --> 01:01:03,268 "When all oil in the American continent dries up," 780 01:01:03,579 --> 01:01:07,967 "The words you must carve deep down your heart..." 781 01:01:08,101 --> 01:01:11,578 "You will learn from the exhausting lights of the city." 782 01:01:12,742 --> 01:01:15,942 "They will teach you the fierce serenity of silence." 783 01:01:17,071 --> 01:01:21,532 "You will wonder whether it was all made of love!" 784 01:01:22,077 --> 01:01:25,256 "Until one day, just for once," 785 01:01:25,359 --> 01:01:28,387 "They will spurt out in a roborant frenzy." 786 01:01:28,631 --> 01:01:32,643 "And may not those days be wasted..." 787 01:01:32,793 --> 01:01:35,901 "In heedless contemplation as your father's lonesome nights." 788 01:01:37,986 --> 01:01:41,972 Brought to you by WITH S2 Written In The Heavens Subbing Squad 789 01:01:42,194 --> 01:01:46,191 This is a FREE fansub. 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Get it for FREE @ withs2.com 790 01:01:46,390 --> 01:01:50,376 Main Translator and Timer: MisterX 791 01:01:50,578 --> 01:01:54,500 Timing QC: wichitawx 792 01:01:54,787 --> 01:01:58,708 Editor/QC: thunderbolt 793 01:01:58,949 --> 01:02:02,905 Coordinators: mily2, ay_link 794 01:02:03,263 --> 01:02:08,119 LEE Jin Woo as ~ Kim Su Young (1921~1968) ~ 795 01:02:20,062 --> 01:02:25,767 CHA Gwang Su as ~ Park In Hwan (1926~1956) ~ 796 01:02:35,719 --> 01:02:41,103 PARK Cheol Ho as ~ Lee Bong Gu (1916~1983) ~ 797 01:02:50,809 --> 01:02:56,852 PARK Young Ji as ~ Oh Sang Soon (1894~1963) ~ 798 01:03:06,959 --> 01:03:13,445 AHN Jung Hoon as ~ Kim Gwan Shik (1934~1970) ~ 799 01:03:23,836 --> 01:03:26,340 KANG Tae Gi as ~ Lee Jung Seop (1916~1956) ~ 800 01:03:47,798 --> 01:03:51,188 Music by IM Taek Soo, IM Hyo Taek 801 01:03:51,278 --> 01:03:54,818 Written by JUNG Ha Yeon 802 01:03:54,908 --> 01:03:58,528 Produced By LEE Chang Yong, NAM Nae Won 803 01:03:58,963 --> 01:04:03,970 Watch dramas legally @ dramafever.com STOP illegal streaming sites